after all white horses are in bed...
will you walking beside me, my very lady,
if scarcely the somewhat city
wiggles in considerable twilight
touch (now) with a suddenly unsaid
gesture lightly my eyes?
And send life out of me and the night
absolutely in to me....a wise
and puerile moving of your arm will
do suddenly that will do
more than heroes beautifully in shrill
armour colliding on huge blue horses,
and the poets looked at them, and made verses,
through the sharp light cryingly as the knights flew.
~e.e. cummings
Daniel "Danny" Vinyard: Life is too short to be pissed all the time.
Name: Jamie Marie Herkel
Intrests: Track, art (Painting more), anime, video games, RPG's, Achaea, friends, reading and some other stuff ^_^
AIM: Xoutoftheashesxx
E-mail: Jupichild87@yahoo.com
Sex: Please? hehe, Female.
Want to know anything else? IM me ^_^
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4/11/2004
I feel extreamly losy right now. *sigh* I hate feeling worthless >.> and thats how I feel >.>
I failed my test, again. After realizing how badly I was shaking my mum thinks it might be anxiety (heh, who would have thought...) So shes looking into something. >.> and anyone who gives me pity I will kick, *laugh* Yell at me for failing it... again...
@_@ I'm just so tired and crancy. My head is throbbing, I don't know why either.
well, i'm going to go to bed, its the best thing to do when your in a bad mood.
[mood] tired, angry
[music] AFI: Silver and cold. Posted at 12:59 am by Akina
4/9/2004
Being really busy sucks....
I have always dispised this month >.> because it means one thing: being busy...
and I have MORE to add on the the list of things Jamie has to do. Here is a list of junk I really need to get done.
1) Finsh planning prom (i'm on the two biggest committees...)
2) get the rest of my prom stuff.
3) Win a meet in track (we have lost three... well four if you count Milton... but that was rather pathetic)
4) Lost ten pounds (what! I am trying...)
5) Pass History and Econ. (How i'm doing bad in history is beyond me...)
6) Get the rest of the money paid off for my choir trip (I still need like $205.00)
7)Get a job.
8)Pass my permit test...*cough*failedtwotimes*cough* (tomorrow people, bright and early... wish me luck)
9) find a way to get contacts, because my dad is a jerk and won't get them for me.
10) Finish planning the night of prom (where we are going to dinner, whos doing what, post prom ect)
11) Get some art work done. Its been forever scence i've painted. I really need to get my oil painting done.
I have a bunch more, but that is the most important. I have to start decorating prom on the 19 of this month from 7-9 p.m so now, if you thought you saw less of me, you will never see me the few weeks before prom. *cough* *dies* I hate being busy.... but Its going to pay off in the long run.
on a positive note, this is m weekend to kind of relax (yeah, on our 4 day vacation...) family is comming over for easter, and Jordan is going to her dads (shes getting ready for that now) so i'm looking forward to a good holiday.
oh, and Shannon and I rule at the ticket selling, okay, most of it is Shannon's work, but I must be some kind of good luck charm, because when we sell the tickets, everyone is all "yay! lets buy tickets blah blah.."
thats it for now, I'll try to update again this weekend. Oh, and I REALLY want the music to work on this friggen thing... why dosn't it work anymore?
~Jamie~
Posted at 09:46 am by Akina
3/25/2004
~*Life is too short to be pissed off all of the time*~
I don't understand why people dispise life so much. Look around you. Look at the green (or yellow, or snow coverd) grass and be thankful for the air that confides in your lungs. People complain so much about how they hate this life so much, as if they were cursed to be here.
breath in.
breath out.
Smile.
Someone once told me that smiling takes away all of the pain. Think of something happy, or someone who makes you happy. Thats why you were put on this earth. I smile. I smile when i'm sick. I smile when i'm sad. I smile when i'm angry. I want my life to be worth while.
Don't try to impress anyone.
never try to over-acheve
take a walk everyday
give a little child a hug, or offer to help them
help someone in need
stop a fight
give faith to someone
give hope to someone
teach people what its like to love
show that violence is NEVER the answer to lifes problems (war... fighting..)
These are the tenets of my life. I wish people would try to live by these things. I love seeing people happy and smiling. I want to see a world of happy smiling people.
I know I can't change the world, no matter how much I want to try... but if I can change the life of one person, then it makes it all worth while... Posted at 04:24 pm by Akina
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